a shot of Aponoia

Haven't been online much the past several days, obviously. Selling off more of my worldly goods, walking about town, trying to find an employer who is not a complete waste. Reading almost round the clock as well. Scary dreams have nixed any and all remnants of a sleep schedule. I am broke and starving and I know I am better off than just about anybody.
I do have some reviews coming, but they will need to wait til I have more of an interest in lingering about these mechanized color-boxes for more than a breached birth baby's breath.
The world in my head, the future behind my eyelids, is just a lot more interesting right now. And the conversation is exhilarating. In truth, getting some emails from some long-silent "friends" has been reassuring. Some offers, but nothing I care to bite on anytime soon. Dropping the rest of the way out of society is actually making more and more sense, but time will tell.

However, certain other efforts have been nice with giving me some new windows to gaze out of. Like the Friends of Lulu. Of which, nominations for the 2010 Awards are still in the works, so I invite all readers to hop to it.

So, what's new with you, pussycats?